...is a really boring TV show. I thought I would like it, cuz its all about crazy people in therapy and I LOVE crazy people. But all its all just a bunch of somber blah blah blahing. Boring. Don't watch it.
ANYWAYS, I am now officially in therapy. You're jealous.
I was trying to explain to Landon after our session (yes we went together because we're super lame like that) about how I was feeling. I was rambling and managed to get something out along the lines of me being disappointed in myself for being too proud to seek help earlier. I'm now in the worst state I've ever been all because I was too proud. I'm not a proud person really. I'm usually pretty good at admitting when I'm wrong or when I need help...I think. Maybe. I don't even know. Either way, I'm forced to face the fact that I cannot get through this without psychological assistance.
SO DEAR READERS! You get to watch me fall down down down and burn up into ashes right before your eyes! BUT THEN I will rise from the ashes as an awesome, flaming (non homosexually) happy little Phoenix bird. And then everything will be okay.
Tune in next time for when I begin to divulge the darkest parts of me. You need to see them, in order to see the brightest parts of me for what they really are. Are you ready for my parents cocktail party? That's where we're going? Happy Date Night...yay!
1 comment:
Be strong and get through it, happiness is only around the corner! The fact that you can see "light" is a major step on its own.... Good Luck!!!!!!!! :)
Love you always,
Landon
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