I'm Really Into Folk Music Right Now

I don't understand how it's possible to feel so smothered and so lonely at the same time.  I just want everyone to leave me the hell alone but not leave my side.  I try to talk about my feelings to some people, or I talk about my behaviour that comes from my feelings.  It seems like there is no one out there like me.  It seems like I am out on my own little life adventure, but completely by myself.  I meet people and I form relationships but I am still alone.  No matter where I go, who I meet, what I do, or who I become, I am always going to be alone.