This is what I see when I close my eyes. This particular piece is titled "Convergance" but that is not what I see. I see chaos and confusion and complications and other c words. I see a complete inability to focus. So many things going on at the exact same time and if I try to see one, I still see everything. My mind is a constant blur of emotions and thoughts. Most of the time I just sit and stare because I can't speak, there's too much trying to get out at once. I wear my sunglasses or I don't look you in the eye because I'm afraid of what you will see. I'm a total mess and no matter how hard I try to clean it up, it just gets worse and worse. There are so many things that I want RIGHT NOW. There are so many things that I need. There are so many people who need me. I wish I was free. I wish I was a bird. Then I could float around and feel the air on my face and the weightlessness on my body. My mind could be empty and I could be at peace.
Pray with me Forrest.
Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far, far away from here.
Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far, far away from here.
Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far, far away from here.
1 comment:
i like this....everything about it in my own way.
Landon
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