Friday
YAAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!
So, guess who gets to be on anti-crazy pills for the REST OF HER LIFE???? YAY ME!!!! I thought I was okay ya know. I thought that after I had Lex and didn't need them to function, that I would never need those magic pills again! BUT NO. Life has different plans for this chemical imbalance. This fucked up fuck up of a head of mine. Hooray for crazy town. Currently where I am located. Hooray for freakin people out with my dancing and bouncing and never stop moving and hand flailing and rambling. I wish I was Alice. I wish I could climb down that rabbit hole where everything else was fucked up and I was normal. I am scared....... I wanna paint fucked up shit! I'm gonna lose my creativity. I'm gonna lose my spontaneity. I'm gonna go back to that boring old Casey. Boourns! Boourns I say! I wanna hang out with Beck. I think he'd be a cool dude. I want to dance. I wanna run. I wanna lay down in the snow and laugh. I wanna run across the bridge to the other side of the river where there is art and love and drugs and happiness. I wanna fly......I want to FLY!!!!! Dear Crow on my arm, teach my your winged ways. Teach me to fly away. Its time to brush my teeth. I'M GOING FISHING!
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You will not loose your creativity! In the past you were to busy and never made the time to paint, run, make snow angles or anything like that. The real Casey is always there no matter what, you will just have a little more controlled focus. I believe in you and will never let the "creative Casey" that I have grown to love ever leave you. I am very sure a lot of other people would agree with me. Good Luck, I know you can do it, and I will always love you no matter how crazy you are.
Landon
I believe in you Casey, and I know you will still be you. You have strength that is enviable. Much love
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