Oh No...

I'm really into pop culture. I have been since I was very young. I don't think anything's wrong with it. I don't think it makes me any less intelligent than if I were into astrophysics or Dungeons and Dragons. I think people just like what they like and learn about what they want to learn about. I actually quite enjoy showing off my random celebrity fact knowledge, especially to Landon who doesn't know his Tom Cruise's from his Tom Hanks'. Don't get me wrong, I'm no Perez Hilton and there are a TON of celebrities that I do not know fuck all about, but if I knew everyone and everything, I would be bored. Okay look my point is, I love Lady Gaga. I fucking adore her. My parents hate her. They did like her, until she showed up to a baseball game in her underwear and trashed Jerry Seinfeld's sky box. I still love her. She's incredible. Her mind is awe inspiring. I love art and she's nothing short of a brilliant artist. Even if her music isn't technically great, just fucking look at her. Watch her move, listen to her talk, smell her sperm/blood perfume. She's amazing and I am so blessed to able to watch her grow in the spotlight. Because I am so obsessed with her, watching her fail would be devastating to me. So I'm watching Jay Leno right now, which I have not done once since he became an asshole back in early 2010, obviously, because Gaga is on. She just recently released her new single Born This Way and after reading the lyrics I was incredibly excited. HOWEVER: The song, to say the least, was a disappointment. Its just...well, boring. I really didn't feel anything from it, even with the great lyrics. So back to Leno. I missed her Grammy performance because of stupid in laws, so am now enduring the likes of fat old Leno to see Gaga. I'm pretty sure she's going crazy. I'm pretty sure that her fame and opportunity have begun to get the best of her. As I previously stated, the thought of watching my beloved Stefani Germanotta would destroy me. She has pretty much been my god for the last 2 years. She has helped me and guided me and inspired me through a LOT of shit. I literally have her on the highest possible pedestal so her losing her mind would be like watching her fall helplessly from the CN Tower. I really shouldn't let myself get attached to these people as much as I do.