I am not afraid to tell anyone how I feel about them. If those feelings are negative though, I tend to be a bit more quiet. I don't outright say, "I hate you" but I still let them know in subtle ways. I can understand why some people would be afraid to tell someone else that they love them, afraid of the awkwardness or whatever, but I'm not afraid. I try think about the fact that what if something happened and I never got a chance to let them know that they were loved. I honestly try to love everyone but of course, there are those that just don't deserve my affection. I can't force myself to love someone that has a black heart. It's against my morals and everything I believe in. Love isn't the only feeling that I express freely. If you did something to piss me off, I will tell you. If you did something to make me sad, I will tell you. I prefer to be as honest as possible. BUT, if I am worried that I will hurt your feelings, I'll probably try and keep my mouth shut. I don't really like hurting people. On the honest note, I really have no secrets. I don't like secrets. They make me very weary and uncomfortable. I mean, of course there are things about myself that I don't talk about but that doesn't mean I'm going to lie if you ask me a question, no matter the subject. So the point of this blog is to ask you a question. Please, leave a comment letting me know. If I died today, would there be ANYTHING that you wish you had said to me? Say it NOW so you don't have to feel shitty later. Anything at all. Be it negative, positive, humourous, or something that makes no sense whatsoever, you just wanted to say it. Like, "Casey, did you know that the smallest man in the world is 22 inches tall? He lives in Nepal." Thank you for that random fact Mr. Smartypants. I needed that.
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Death Bed
I am not afraid to tell anyone how I feel about them. If those feelings are negative though, I tend to be a bit more quiet. I don't outright say, "I hate you" but I still let them know in subtle ways. I can understand why some people would be afraid to tell someone else that they love them, afraid of the awkwardness or whatever, but I'm not afraid. I try think about the fact that what if something happened and I never got a chance to let them know that they were loved. I honestly try to love everyone but of course, there are those that just don't deserve my affection. I can't force myself to love someone that has a black heart. It's against my morals and everything I believe in. Love isn't the only feeling that I express freely. If you did something to piss me off, I will tell you. If you did something to make me sad, I will tell you. I prefer to be as honest as possible. BUT, if I am worried that I will hurt your feelings, I'll probably try and keep my mouth shut. I don't really like hurting people. On the honest note, I really have no secrets. I don't like secrets. They make me very weary and uncomfortable. I mean, of course there are things about myself that I don't talk about but that doesn't mean I'm going to lie if you ask me a question, no matter the subject. So the point of this blog is to ask you a question. Please, leave a comment letting me know. If I died today, would there be ANYTHING that you wish you had said to me? Say it NOW so you don't have to feel shitty later. Anything at all. Be it negative, positive, humourous, or something that makes no sense whatsoever, you just wanted to say it. Like, "Casey, did you know that the smallest man in the world is 22 inches tall? He lives in Nepal." Thank you for that random fact Mr. Smartypants. I needed that.
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I want you to know that you are hilarious and I always have a great time when I hang out with you. It reminds me of living at your place and the so many late nights spent just chatting, until we woke April-lee up upstairs and got lectured by your mom
I love you
I think you are an amazing woman. You are a great friend, a great mother, a great daughter, and I admire you for it.
i think you are very awesome! the way you write with no hold and respect for yourself and others inspires me to write.... or at least think about writing and then go and watch tv..... and then maybe it comes back to me and i want to write but i just don't know how to say it and i suck at drawing so really a coffee and a talk will do..... i love you Mrs. Humenny
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