Blatant Ego Problems

God what the fuck is wrong with some people? Why do you push something away that's perfect for you, just to have a little temporary "freedom"? Do you not realize that you will NEVER get that perfect something back? Do you not realize that you are breaking their heart? That they have been trying so hard to get through to you and you just keep blowing them off for stupid meaningless material things? I personally have tried to intervene, because believe it or not, I DO know what's best for you. I don't understand how you can be so retarded and arrogant. You're fucking lame ass friends and their fucking cars are more important than a person. Than a perfect something. PERFECT dammit! I really am trying, and have been trying for WEEKS to understand what is going on with you and this perfection, but I can't. I can't comprehend why, in a million years, you would just let that go without giving it a 100%. You can't go through life half ass and expect to be happy. You can't just have "freedom" whenever you feel like it. Other people exist you know. This perfection was part of your family. You can't just toss your family whenever you feel stress. GOD I am SO disappointed in you it's ridiculous! First it was one, now the other. Both being fucking retards and thinking that it doesn't affect other people. Well it's affecting me. Get your fucking act together or so help me god, I give up.