No Easy Way

There is no easy way for me to say this, and I should probably keep this to myself because as I mentioned previously, I am terrified of the reaction I am going to get from you. Because this is my blog however, I therefore have a self proclaimed right to say whatever I want. There is a very high possibility that I may not live long enough to see my next birthday. Take comfort in the fact that I have and am continuing to do everything in my power to prevent this from happening. When i try and see myself from an outsider's perspective, this situation seems less and less likely, so I have been trying to separate myself, just so I can stay alive. This separation is confusing and hurting my loved ones. I need you to know that no matter what happens and who I have become, there is one contstant that will NEVER change. I love you. Unconditionally until the end of time.