These are the new loves of my life. They're called Gia Branch Sconces from PartyLite, and they look beautiful on my wall. Beside the world map, homemade speakers and Wal-Mart photos of x-ray flowers.I'm so busy lately. Opa's stuff, sick kids, sick parents, work, friends, love, etc etc etc. Being so close to my family has its cons, like having to be there for every little thing, and having to help with every clean up day. My hours at work blow so much. I hate them. 1:30 to 9pm Monday to Friday. I leave the house at noon, drop off Alex, come back home, take the bus to work and Landon picks me up at 9. Before noon I'm trying to get a nap in, clean SOMETHING, shower maybe, tend to Alex's every cry, eat and make a lunch for work. If I'm lucky, I get 10 minutes to have a smoke before I'm out the door. After 9 its hustle and bustle to get the kids in bed, eat a snack, shower if I missed it earlier, and get some cuddle time in before his website or fatigue takes over. I miss being a stay at home mom. I miss not missing things from Hayden's school. I miss knowing what the fuck was going on. I wish I could afford to stay at home, in a nice house with a nice camper and a new patio set. I wish I could be the mom I want to be. And do crafts and play with the kids all the time. Society blows. But at least I have my sconces.
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