WELL. Its been one year since I started my masterpiece of a blog. Well, one year and a couple days. Honestly, I don't know how I got along without it before. So much shit has happened this last year, that I am more than grateful to have my rantings and ravings out on the internet for the rest of eternity, for me look back on some day.
Since the recent passing of my beloved Opa, I have not been myself. I am definitely not, and will never be, the person I was before he died. A lot of emotions are plaguing me lately, but the worst one, is the feeling of guilt, or something similar, because I never truly realized how important he was to me, and I will never be able to make sure that he knows that. I miss him like crazy and the mix of surreal and real is fucking me up big time.
I had much needed reconnection with one of my best friends last night. It was fantastic. We hadn't spoken to each other in over a year, for reasons that I don't feel are necessary to explain right now. She is due to have her first baby in 6 weeks, so the timing for us to re-establish our relationship could not have been more perfect.
That's all I can do for now. Remember, I love you
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