Beauty Is On The Outside

For a few years I have been thinking about shaving my head. There had always been reasons why I couldn't at the time. Graduating, dating, work, not being married yet and the chance that Landon could possibly not want to marry a bald woman, etc. But all those reasons are behind me now, and there is nothing holding me back. This summer, I will shave all my hair off. I'm curious to see what I would look like, what my natural hair colour is, how much of my natural colour is now grey, what the shape of my head is, and how many birthmarks I have up there. Its one part of my body that has always been covered, and I'm interested to see what's under there. It reminds me of highschool, I had this biology teacher, Mr. Heseltine. He had a beard. I had never seen nor heard of him ever NOT having a beard. I was curious what was under there. I heard there was a giant birthmark that he covered up, or maybe a little leprechaun lived in there, who knows. I need a wig though. I know that I look atrocious is short hair, so I will need a wig for a few years to cover up the bad times. I'm really excited. I can't wait to have a mohawk for a few days, and dye it red. BRIGHT red. I can't wait for my parents to have heart attacks. I can't wait for Landon to not touch me for two years. I can't wait to have more hair on my arms than on my head. I can't wait!!!!!!!! This is going to be awesome. I only live once, and there is no reason why I shouldn't do the things I want. Its not going to hurt anyone. And this way people will believe me when I tell them that Alexander gets his blond hair from his mother. My daddy is going to be so happy to see the blond and only the blond. Of course I will dye it when it gets long enough to not hide under a wig anymore, but at least he can enjoy it for a little bit. My kids are going to hate me. Awesome.