Yesterday was a terrible day. A terrible reminder of a terrible event. As you're more than aware, I suffer from a dark and pessimistic depression. I am also going through an unhealthy mourning process for my dear friend Matthew Oscienny. After speaking to my mom yesterday evening, I felt as if something inside of me had changed. I felt a tiny flame burning deep inside of me. Just bright enough to barely light the area around it. I went to visit a friend and watched The Devil Wears Prada and ogled the divine Meryl Streep for a couple hours. I left there feeling slightly brighter. This morning I awoke with the sense that more inner candles had been lit. In various caves and caverns deep within my soul. I could see the other candles that hadn't been lit just yet. I could feel myself on the verge of spontaneous combustion. It was exciting, thrilling, and exhilarating. I made a definite decision to put an absolute end to my miserable existence. The Monster inside of me shall be put to death. I am going to kidnap it, tie it up, slowly torture it with slashes and ear removals, douse it in gasoline and light it on fire before someone shoots me in the back. I am totally MR. BLONDING THAT BITCH!
I am excited.
1 comment:
Good Job! I am impressed and enthused with your choice to get better. I have been waiting a few days before I comment because I did not want to jump the gun and say good job, just to watch you fall again. You have been doing so good lately that I am almost scared to see what will happen next......Maybe a new career, a lottery win....I don't know but keep it up you rock!!!!
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